I dont like this (sigh)

June is coming, it's the middle 2007 and I don't like the way my life is going. I should do something, I will. If I just... argggh...(*!#@!) Need to figured out something first. I frustated sometimes, with this lots of expectation, deadlines (all kind). Sometimes I feel that my head is gonna explode!! theres alot of strange things sometimes happen, like the other day i completely cannot recall doing this thing, and when i asked my friend she said i already done it. She saw me. It was like my memories of that which is last for about 5 seconds is missing. I think i'ts some kind of stress.... God help me...